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Something I wrote for my own web site but then deleted it. I had a dilemma recently, was recently in a scenario where I have moved on. You see the players you have spent time dedicating your thought and routines to developing those players into the best they can be.

Been an interesting couple of weeks, with all those problems being solved I have arrived in a place where I haven't been in a long time. The final piece of the puzzle is resolving the problem with this football, been hanging over me for so long to the

I did it, I paid for the "company". I literally can't bring myself to say to words actually, which hurts. Was a weird experience, the urge and tension was so utterly overwhelming and afterwards I felt better. Settled and clear of the anxiety. More importantly right

Been considering writing this for a while, nearly had something last night but I was maybe too much out of balance to write something with any level of coherence. Past couple of days have been difficult, eventually got moved out and now in my student accommodation, finished my first week

Had a great few days up until now, my student loan arrived which was exciting. I got to replace alot of my stuff that was massively out of date, a new television and GFX card to ensure everything was in working order. Now I am all set, I was also

Whilst really enjoying the buzz of meeting Debbie the other day, it eventually tailed off and now im really into the depth of what I feared. In terms of the emotional response everything is so utterly extreme, we had been chatting back and forth usually me initiating the conversations, which

Not long woke up from the nightmare of all nightmares, relatively vivid at the moment so I thought I would write it down. I remember living in a house where I was unhappy, then Gemma was there, I was invisible and entirely ignored. My friend Kelly was there I think

I have a difficult time, I was trying to have a conversation with my brother and he picks and chooses when he wishes to speak with me, decisions to simply ignore me are often made without regret or concern. One great one that set me off terribly was this -----------Me

Funny how all your worst fears come true, woke up about 2 hours ago to discover that this temporary job that I had came to an end, there's some more rejection for you. Considering the kinda shape I was in and my fears in terms of paranoia and

Bit of a whirlwind past few days, all stemmed from Friday in terms of the this stupid epilepsy, it would have been nice to have been rid of it for a while but I suppose it was overdue in terms of releasing pressure. Nice and chilled out now. In terms