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Well for once, I can report something positive. I had anxiety overload, actually physically ill will fear about what was going to show up at christmas. This shouldnt happen at christmas but I had about 15 minutes to offload, to release my inner whats been saved up from within and

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I write to you at the moment sitting in the same room as my parents. On one hand there is something wonderfully safe about it, comfortable and relaxed. On the other hand however there is a problem, I find myself extremely easily irritated by them, the distinct smell if urine

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To start with something really nice happened, I met Kate which was nice. She was keen as fuck to the point where we slept together on the second date. First date made it to first base. Something bizarre went on, she was really intense and interested. She also was seriously

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I work as a volunteer journalist, producing some nice content for a variety of places. At the moment I am working as football co editor of kettlemag and freelance multimedia member at youth football scotland. I am always looking for new opportunities to expand on what I do. Please see

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I work as a volunteer journalist, producing some nice content for a variety of places. At the moment I am working as football co editor of kettlemag and freelance multimedia member at youth football scotland. I am always looking for new opportunities to expand on what I do. Please see

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Something curious has showed up, Met a girl start of the week called Kate, which is fine. Start of the week she was simply a tinder conversation, by this morning she was leaving my home. Going through a horrific emotional experience dealing with this, was weird yesterday that when I

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Been a real struggle the past few days, as per usual I spent alot of time over analyzing and it occurred to me that perhaps there was some evidences of desperation in the conversations I had with Debbie. I think that's where I went wrong. On the other

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This is the hardest part for me, earlier today I called out Debbie - I posted her a message asking when she would like to visit the cinema (you may remember my collecting of tickets for a visit) her response was “not anytime soon” subsequently I lost all levels of

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So yeah I had a weird night. First of all get the good stuff out the way, completed a couple of examinations in university where I gave an excellent account of myself on both occasions - the second one i got 90% pass rate on it. Which again I suffered

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In terms of university I discovered something recently, I remember when I was a little boy I had left school and I had nothing to aspire to, nothing that I had wanted to be I just existed. I remember one day I was thinking about my favourite TV show of